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About this blog

I have no idea what will be put here, if anything, all I know is that I feel like I need it right now. Somewhere all my own, somewhere i will feel safe and able to do what I need.

 

So warning in advance, I have no idea how deep or dark or will go but it will go somewhere.

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Being a Mother is hard!

(Random thoughts, no consistency, hope it makes some sort of sense)   I am tired, i am stressed and being pushed to my limit. I have to hold together a family where I am the only none autistic member and it is becoming a huge struggle. I love my family, my wife, my son even the pets that just simply drive me nuts! But I am losing me, losing the me that can be fun that can be patiant that can enjoy her family. That is why I have this place I guess, the place I can be comfortab

Aliea

Aliea

Days

Days are funny things. They change constantly, no two are the same and even if you try to replicate a day it always ends up being just a cheap knockoff! Today is a day of darkness and badness, today will tick through the hours, the sun will rise and fall and it will eventually come to an end. Bit for me, today is a battle feild, today I fight a battle in a war that I fight every day, it is just that this battle is a big one, this one is goinf to leave scars if I am not careful, today b

Aliea

Aliea

Ranging storm

Recently on Twitter someone wrote about the storm before the calm. No I haven't gotten that the wrong way round. I know most people know it the other way around, however for me and maybe fire a lot of other selfharmers it makes a lot of sense.  The storm that rages with in me before I reach that moment is a powerful one. It is a mix of depression with a huge amount of anxiety, the kind of anxiety that makes your tummy tie in knots, that causing your chest to feel like it is crushing the air

Aliea

Aliea

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