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  1. It's a forum of many emotions. Today. I put too much responsibility on myself. As a general rule. But today was a big example of that. I'm trying to blame myself for everything that's going sideways in my life, and it's bullshit. I absolutely have responsibility, but it's not a one-way street and I need to remember that.
  2. I ate a cookie and I have guilt. That this is a very real problem in my brain is a very real problem. It's a goddamn cookie. First of all, unhealthy relationship with my body, it's going to do exactly nothing - I work out, I eat well, I'm doing just fine. Second of all, my relationship with my body is sad. It's a great body. It's done amazing things. These disrespectful thoughts just really need to stop. IT'S A GODDAMN COOKIE. Eat the cookie, Kim. ENJOY THE FUCKING COOKIE. Honour the cookie. My brain sucks.
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    Whatcha drinkin'?

    Recently got back into liquor. Because life, y0. I usually alternate between cider, wine, rye, and vodka. Tonight: (Sid) vodka and lemonade. Good times. Who am I drinking with, and what's your poison? (I'm careful and not into serious drinking. It's just been a long time since I've been interested in alcohol - largely because of pregnancy, nursing, trying to get pregnant, more pregnancy, and more nursing. Now that story is over and life has been...life-y.)
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    Whatcha drinkin'?

    Coffee. YASSSSSSSS! Love. Yes. I am quitting teh liquor. Not because I drink too much, I don't. Buuuuuuuut...all teh sugarz. (Re-setting on that. I got back into emotional eating hard recently. I need to take a step back and figure that out.)
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    I know @Dulcet was a student and maybe is again - yes? How's that going, Dulcet? Anyone else? Who's taking classes? My eldest is now in regular school, which is daunting and weird and lovely and beautiful and exciting and pride-inspiring. And I'm taking a class again this semester, a 400-level Social Work class with MAYBE designs on applying for grad school in the next 50 years or so. Talk to me about school. I love school. I work as a student advisor (now) in post-secondary and it's goddamn dreamy. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON.
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    Oh cool! Is it an online institution, or an online program, @Dulcet? Brick and mortar. UNBC: https://www.unbc.ca/ (My undergrad alma mater.)
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    Whatcha drinkin'?

    Vodka and blueberry lemonade. w3wt. 😎
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    What made you sad?

    Just life. I'm just really tired. (Not OF life. Just tired. I'm okay. Mostly good. But still sad. And tired. And just...feeling like I'm on the edge of something and I have no idea what it is, or whether it's good or awful.)
  9. I mean the sub-forum name is great, but the thread is fun, too. What made you happy today? A picture. A picture of a friend I miss made me happy today. And he looks happy, and that's how I love him and remember him. Happy. And it made me happy (in a bittersweet way) to see that, and I'm glad it's here.
  10. Finishing corvid tattoo (#1) in less than a month.
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    Hey Spy.

    @Spyder 🕷️ Hi. xo 🦊
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    Hey Spy.

    That universe. Bring it. Alt-universe Kim sounds like she has more free time. Which usually means baking. So....
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    Pineapple on Pizza

    Okay. But. We may have to have a discussion about proper caesar salad dressing now. Because that right there? That is best with anchovies.
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    Hey Spy.

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    Hey Spy.

    So very much always.
  16. Good mood. (First time in a long time. Just a really good mood. ...for no good reason. MAYBE because bubble-gum pink nails. MAYBE because of sushi plans. EITHER WAY, it was nice to be happy.) Bought myself rocks. For talisman necklaces. (Malachite, amethyst, and tree agate.)
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    School has died down

    SUPER cool! Congratulations Dulcet - that's outstanding. And grad school! BALLER. (University is my every day (professional) life. Education makes me happy. )
  18. While this makes me sad.... Being at home with just him - while he's recovering and actually doing really well right now - is beautiful. He's lovely company. (Largely because I'm not feeling quite SO bad for him because he's presenting as much better than he was at 0300h.)
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    What made you sad?

    Sick toddler.
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    (The) Because (Thread)

    Because life can be just fucking...blah. People have it worse and my issues aren't insurmountable. But fuck. Just. This is shitty and I don't love it one bit.
  21. A doe birthed twin fawns in the garden on campus today. I got to see a less than 24h old fawn this morning. I'm just so jazzed. Still. That momma - amazing creature. (I'm so in my doula spot right now. It's incredible. Birth is incredible.)
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    LOVE the wolf and corvid icon/logo/image at the top. Like. A LOT. Fucking rad. And stunning.
  23. Inconsiderate, thoughtless, selfish (in a shitty way) behaviour. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck off. (I #ragebaked PB cookies to combat this feeling. It worked. Clearly baking IS my Zen activity.)