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About Tika
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    Lord Soth's Lady
  • Birthday 10/29/1975
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  1. Happy birthday baby! I love you and I promise the birthdays will get better...
  2. Darkness

  3. What are you looking at now?

    @Moonhawk part of? Damn... Which ones do you collect? I'm looking at my cozy blanket on my comfy bed which is a wonderful place to be right now after a long night at work
  4. Halloween

    You guys are cute They move with brain waves? I didn't know they had those lol. I want to see video lol
  5. Darkness

    Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in the dark. Like inside of me is this huge black void and I'm just wandering around it, fumbling in the dark. Sometimes I lose my footing and I feel the edge crumbling beneath me. I can feel the emptiness there, almost a physical presence breathing down my neck. There's things in the dark, demons circling, waiting for me to trip, their anger seeps into me, changing me. I'm afraid of who I'm becoming here. I'm losing bits of myself, I feel them slipping away. My hope, my optimism, my trust, my faith, my love, my joy. I feel myself getting harder, The anger is always there now, a simmering pool that I can't seem to stay out of. It almost feels like home. I don't know if I even want to feel anymore. I'm so tired of hurting, at least if I don't feel anything I don't feel pain. I've been through a lot of things in my life but I've never felt like this for this long before. This is used to be a place I visited, not where I live. I struggle not to hurt myself. Physical pain reminds me I can still feel. And I want to feel, I truly do, I just don't want to feel this... It's funny too that I feel like physically I look better, depression and darkness look good on me apparently.
  6. Halloween

    I know I have a great costume lol. Maybe next year.
  7. Happy Birthday Kenai

    Happy birthday beautiful!! I hope you're having a wonderful day
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  11. Oh look it's 2 am!  Only 4 more hours of work...  Psych... now it's 1 am again and there's 5 more hours of work... stupid daylight savings time  ¬¬

  12. What are you looking at now?

    What happens when you make people do crafts and they don't really want to...
  13. Just a little public service announcement...  if you put icy hot on your back when it's just a little bit sweaty apparently you skip the icy and just light your back ablaze lol.

    1. Timberwolf


      LOL, any type of liquid will cause it to do that.  LOL.  I could have warned you about that if I'd known you were going to use it.  LOL.

    2. Tika


      Lol well now I know...  I haven't needed it yet since I got to work tonight