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Tika

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  1. What are you looking at now?

    I mean beyond a computer or phone screen lol. Let us see what you see... Here's mine at the moment...
  2. Top 10 TV Shows

    So when I was reading the top 10 movies I started wondering what are people's top 10 TV shows? I'll start with mine Farscape Firefly Dr Who Supernatural Game of Thrones La Femme Nikita Outlander Westworld Fawlty Towers Stargate
  3. Happy birthday baby! I love you and I promise the birthdays will get better...
  4. Darkness

    ~hugs~
  5. Darkness

    Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in the dark. Like inside of me is this huge black void and I'm just wandering around it, fumbling in the dark. Sometimes I lose my footing and I feel the edge crumbling beneath me. I can feel the emptiness there, almost a physical presence breathing down my neck. There's things in the dark, demons circling, waiting for me to trip, their anger seeps into me, changing me. I'm afraid of who I'm becoming here. I'm losing bits of myself, I feel them slipping away. My hope, my optimism, my trust, my faith, my love, my joy. I feel myself getting harder, The anger is always there now, a simmering pool that I can't seem to stay out of. It almost feels like home. I don't know if I even want to feel anymore. I'm so tired of hurting, at least if I don't feel anything I don't feel pain. I've been through a lot of things in my life but I've never felt like this for this long before. This is used to be a place I visited, not where I live. I struggle not to hurt myself. Physical pain reminds me I can still feel. And I want to feel, I truly do, I just don't want to feel this... It's funny too that I feel like physically I look better, depression and darkness look good on me apparently.
  6. What are you looking at now?

    @Moonhawk part of? Damn... Which ones do you collect? I'm looking at my cozy blanket on my comfy bed which is a wonderful place to be right now after a long night at work
  7. Halloween

    So does anyone else love Halloween? Decorate the house? Go out to costume parties or just dress up? Personally I love Halloween, it's probably my favorite holiday. And since it's right after my birthday I usually dress up and find a costume party somewhere.
  8. Halloween

    You guys are cute They move with brain waves? I didn't know they had those lol. I want to see video lol
  9. My Fairy Tale pt. 2

    So I guess maybe it's time to add some more to the fairy tale. It gets a bit less action packed as time goes on. So our "princess" had reached adulthood now. Escaping the frozen lakes of Michigan for the slightly less frozen hills of Wisconsin. It was now 1994 and a couple of months after she got back to Wisconsin she got her diploma in the mail. That summer she decided to go to stay with her grandparents in a more touristy part of the state over by the lake. It was there she met the next in the line of toads disguised as princes. This one would give her the most precious gems in her world though, eventually. She thought he was the one at first, but it soon became more that he was someone who was comfortable and unchallenging. In 1997 she married her "Prince charming" and she was 7 months pregnant when she did. In July of that year after 24 hours of labor the first of her true blessings was born. Alexander Ray... her marriage didn't improve with the addition of a baby. "Prince charming" started drinking and his temper showed more often. 3 years later they bought a house together and in September her second blessing was born after 14 hours of excruciating back labor. Lillian Marie. Again the marriage continued to deteriorate. The drinking increased and the temper got worse towards her and the kids. Shortly later that year they separated for the first time. It got as far as papers being filed but he managed to convince her he would change. That he wouldn't drink so much, that he would never hit the kids or her again. And she, being the optimistic fool she somehow still was, believed him and moved back into their house together. It was around this same time that she met someone who would come to mean more to her than anything ever had, but, spoilers... So their life together resumed. The kids grew, they started school and had adventures. Alex turned out to be far more than a handful, he had his father's temper and his mother's stubborn nature, and was a constant challenge. Lily on the other hand was much more quiet, her challenges were yet to come. And so life went on. And in May of 2007, 10 years after the first her 3rd and final blessing was born. Elizabeth Kristine. The marriage was by this point living on borrowed time. There had been too many fights, too many infidelities (on both sides), too much love lost that was probably never really there in the first place.
  10. Halloween

    I know I have a great costume lol. Maybe next year.
  11. Happy Birthday Kenai

    Happy birthday beautiful!! I hope you're having a wonderful day
  12. Counting

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  13. Alphabetical Word Association

    Hero
  14. Word association

    Found
  15. Amusing Pictures

  16. Oh look it's 2 am!  Only 4 more hours of work...  Psych... now it's 1 am again and there's 5 more hours of work... stupid daylight savings time  ¬¬

  17. Excited!

    So I bought a pair of size 16 jeans today and they fit comfortably!! I noticed when I put my other jeans on this morning they felt loose and I was like hmmmm I wonder if I can go down a size. And I did . I haven't been working out like I was but I walk a ton at work.
  18. What are you looking at now?

    What happens when you make people do crafts and they don't really want to...
  19. Just a little public service announcement...  if you put icy hot on your back when it's just a little bit sweaty apparently you skip the icy and just light your back ablaze lol.

    1. Timberwolf

      Timberwolf

      LOL, any type of liquid will cause it to do that.  LOL.  I could have warned you about that if I'd known you were going to use it.  LOL.

    2. Tika

      Tika

      Lol well now I know...  I haven't needed it yet since I got to work tonight 

  20. Word association

    Insane
  21. Alphabetical Word Association

    Bear
  22. The person above me

    Is everyone's favorite wolf
  23. Love Stories

    Thank you guys for sharing your stories. It's good to know love is still out there
  24. Love Stories

    So I know we have some wonderful couples here. I would love to hear your stories if you're willing to share. I guess I need some reminders that sometimes love actually works and it's worth all the bullshit you have to go through.
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