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About this blog

I have no idea what will be put here, if anything, all I know is that I feel like I need it right now. Somewhere all my own, somewhere i will feel safe and able to do what I need.

 

So warning in advance, I have no idea how deep or dark or will go but it will go somewhere.

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Ranging storm

Recently on Twitter someone wrote about the storm before the calm. No I haven't gotten that the wrong way round. I know most people know it the other way around, however for me and maybe fire a lot of other selfharmers it makes a lot of sense.  The storm that rages with in me before I reach that moment is a powerful one. It is a mix of depression with a huge amount of anxiety, the kind of anxiety that makes your tummy tie in knots, that causing your chest to feel like it is crushing the air

Aliea

Aliea

Days

Days are funny things. They change constantly, no two are the same and even if you try to replicate a day it always ends up being just a cheap knockoff! Today is a day of darkness and badness, today will tick through the hours, the sun will rise and fall and it will eventually come to an end. Bit for me, today is a battle feild, today I fight a battle in a war that I fight every day, it is just that this battle is a big one, this one is goinf to leave scars if I am not careful, today b

Aliea

Aliea

Being a Mother is hard!

(Random thoughts, no consistency, hope it makes some sort of sense)   I am tired, i am stressed and being pushed to my limit. I have to hold together a family where I am the only none autistic member and it is becoming a huge struggle. I love my family, my wife, my son even the pets that just simply drive me nuts! But I am losing me, losing the me that can be fun that can be patiant that can enjoy her family. That is why I have this place I guess, the place I can be comfortab

Aliea

Aliea

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