Dusts off the cobwebs off the old brain to post in a forum again….

it’s been ages and ages since I posted here so some updates 

Well the big topic last time in hawks world was my anxiety/agoraphobia which triggered my IBS and it fed off of each other. Nightmare times. Well I would love to say that is over but it will always be a part of me. I have learned to control it on most days but it rears its head back up from time to time.

Now after a long hiatus from working at a location I am finally back to working full time. I rekindled my friendship with my old partners and now driving 1 hour+ each way to work with rarely ever an episode. I took on a new role with them as director of operations for our “new” small business funding division. Well part of me going back to work with them was a raise and a car allowance so I bought me a blue machine. Audi A5 S Line in grabber blue color will attach pictures.

Going back to work has helped my conditions a lot. They might have improved for many reasons, maybe  it’s the staying busy, maybe being surrounded by people, the energy of being in a boiler room type of situation, or just the friendships I have created and also the ones rekindled.

Now the drive has been a killer now for 6 months since I have been back, 1+ hour each way, so the wife and I decided to move. I barely see the family now because of the hours and the drive so We are currently selling our house on a very high and profitable market and purchasing a home closer to the office. Many perks come with the buy but also a hefty price tag the way the real estate market is now in Florida. The stress of the move and the sale of the house and the purchase of the other has triggered anxiety many times now but I knew this was going to happen; though I wish it didn’t. Moving is a great thing for everyone and in the new house we will have a huge yard with a lake in the back and a pool. Fruit trees and plenty of yard for the dog to finally play around. See pictures below. Well for those that don’t see me around on social media or on the zoom calls. I just don’t have time because of how hectic life is but soon I will be back full swing once we move.