fox Posted October 3, 2017 Posted October 3, 2017 It's a forum of many emotions. Today. I put too much responsibility on myself. As a general rule. But today was a big example of that. I'm trying to blame myself for everything that's going sideways in my life, and it's bullshit. I absolutely have responsibility, but it's not a one-way street and I need to remember that. 4 2 Quote
hirondelle Posted October 3, 2017 Posted October 3, 2017 I feel your pain @fox I do this too. 1 Quote
Kenai Posted October 5, 2017 Posted October 5, 2017 *takes a deep breath* Get the kiddo ready.. fed, peed, dressed, coat and hatted, with backpack. Go downstairs, wait for the bus. Wait five minutes longer than when school would be starting, NO FUCKING BUS. Calm down, relax Call husband out of work so he can take kiddo to school. Would rather disrupt hubbys work than have Jarek miss a day of speech therapy. (his therapist meets him at his school after their day ends.) Bus company calls and says "UH we were totally there, but you didn't show." Explain I was there within the time parameters, I can't help if they don't respect their own fucking times. (left out the cursing, but really wanted to say it) HIS THERAPIST CALLS. She's sick. Its understandable and I'm glad she's cancelling instead of getting my kid sick. But now my husband has to take work off AGAIN to bring him home. I need some happy pills. Quote
hirondelle Posted October 6, 2017 Posted October 6, 2017 On 10/5/2017 at 9:19 PM, Kenai said: *takes a deep breath* Get the kiddo ready.. fed, peed, dressed, coat and hatted, with backpack. Go downstairs, wait for the bus. Wait five minutes longer than when school would be starting, NO FUCKING BUS. Calm down, relax Call husband out of work so he can take kiddo to school. Would rather disrupt hubbys work than have Jarek miss a day of speech therapy. (his therapist meets him at his school after their day ends.) Bus company calls and says "UH we were totally there, but you didn't show." Explain I was there within the time parameters, I can't help if they don't respect their own fucking times. (left out the cursing, but really wanted to say it) HIS THERAPIST CALLS. She's sick. Its understandable and I'm glad she's cancelling instead of getting my kid sick. But now my husband has to take work off AGAIN to bring him home. I need some happy pills. *hugs* 1 Quote
Kethlia Posted October 8, 2017 Posted October 8, 2017 (edited) Hugs and nips Edited October 8, 2017 by Kethlia 1 Quote
Squarepeg Posted October 9, 2017 Posted October 9, 2017 Many, many things. But mostly being messed about at work, though I should be used to that by now. 1 1 Quote
Tika Posted October 19, 2017 Posted October 19, 2017 That I can't have anything even slightly nice because either my kids or the dogs destroy everything Quote
fox Posted October 19, 2017 Author Posted October 19, 2017 A stupid fucking person I DON'T EVEN KNOW being judgey. About me. But not TO me. So...either bring it, or STFU. ...imo.... Another person who knows nothing about anything that I do trying to tell me how to do my job. The supreme douche Ima have to deal with tomorrow (at work). I'm fucking annoyed right now. Quote
fox Posted October 27, 2017 Author Posted October 27, 2017 My co-worker is an unprofessional, lazy, entitled asshole. His latest example of utter lack of awareness may make ME look unprofessional and uncaring. I fucking want to rage-quit and just go fucking doula. Fuck. Quote
Timberwolf Posted October 31, 2017 Posted October 31, 2017 United Overseas Bank of Thailand. They made me so angry today. Every month, I have to go to a bank that has Western Union, because I send child support to the States. No issue with that. Just, when I go to a bank that has a Western Union logo on it, and you go in, and today, their excuse was that it is their bank's policy to not send money, only receive. How can this be a policy if you have a Western Union? In reality, 90% of the time, they just can't be bothered to send money. GRRRRRR Quote
hirondelle Posted October 31, 2017 Posted October 31, 2017 my colleagues I love my job I hate my job I love my job hate my job I love my job I hate my job it's fucking exhausting 1 Quote
Tika Posted November 1, 2017 Posted November 1, 2017 My stupid back is fucked up. I can't sit, can barely walk, just lay here like a useless lump. Guess what stupid back, this is not allowed... I have to be able to move... I have to work, I have to do the stuff Quote
icewlf Posted November 7, 2017 Posted November 7, 2017 My dad's continued lack of common courtesy. towards me. Quote
Ren Posted November 22, 2017 Posted November 22, 2017 I was both angry and very sad on Monday. It was my birthday and the ONE person who forgot....Patrick....It just broke my heart. I had to tell him at 8pm and all I could do was cry the last couple days. Still hurts. 1 Quote
hirondelle Posted November 23, 2017 Posted November 23, 2017 16 hours ago, Ren said: I was both angry and very sad on Monday. It was my birthday and the ONE person who forgot....Patrick....It just broke my heart. I had to tell him at 8pm and all I could do was cry the last couple days. Still hurts. I'm sorry honey, that sucks. Men can be careless sometimes, they don't mean to be hurtful. *hugs* I bet he felt rubbish. Quote
Phoenix Posted December 5, 2017 Posted December 5, 2017 Gahh, somehow all of the ratings in my music library have vanished. Like a fart in the wind! Quote
Timberwolf Posted March 27, 2018 Posted March 27, 2018 So I went to Au Bon Pain, as a matter of fact, I'm sitting here now while I wait for @hirondelle to finish work and meet me, and I ordered a cup of coffee, and on my receipt it says that I can enjoy 2 hours of free wifi with them. I thought cool, I don't usually use these, but why not. I have a website I've been asked to work on. I used the sign in and password that was given to me on my receipt and hit the sign in button and then it said I needed to either sign in with my facebook account or with my passport. I tried without using either and it said I had no internet. It was either use my facebook account or my passport info to sign in. Nope, not going to happen. I just used my phone as a hot spot. So in reality, its only free if I give them access to my facebook or my passport. Nope, not going to happen. Just use my phone. Thank you Au Bon Pain. 1 Quote
Kethlia Posted April 9, 2018 Posted April 9, 2018 The constant pressure to be faster than I was before and still be gentle or appear friendly as I focus on the task at hand. 2 Quote
Tika Posted April 19, 2018 Posted April 19, 2018 Having to shovel 8 inches of snow in fucking April, for the second time in a week. I need to run away to somewhere tropical. Quote
Kethlia Posted April 21, 2018 Posted April 21, 2018 On 4/18/2018 at 6:12 PM, Tika said: Having to shovel 8 inches of snow in fucking April, for the second time in a week. I need to run away to somewhere tropical. Hugs! Replanting all the trees lost we help regulate climates again. Quote
Timberwolf Posted May 10, 2018 Posted May 10, 2018 Being away from my babydog and my baby (@hirondelle). 1 Quote
fox Posted July 4, 2018 Author Posted July 4, 2018 Inconsiderate, thoughtless, selfish (in a shitty way) behaviour. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck off. (I #ragebaked PB cookies to combat this feeling. It worked. Clearly baking IS my Zen activity.) Quote
fox Posted October 15, 2018 Author Posted October 15, 2018 I ate a cookie and I have guilt. That this is a very real problem in my brain is a very real problem. It's a goddamn cookie. First of all, unhealthy relationship with my body, it's going to do exactly nothing - I work out, I eat well, I'm doing just fine. Second of all, my relationship with my body is sad. It's a great body. It's done amazing things. These disrespectful thoughts just really need to stop. IT'S A GODDAMN COOKIE. Eat the cookie, Kim. ENJOY THE FUCKING COOKIE. Honour the cookie. My brain sucks. Quote
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