Oh Keth, what a difficult time you have had. How brave of you to bear it, how strong of you to share it.
To answer your questions:
1. Is writing about my experience a healthy way to accept it?
Only you can answer that, Be honest, is it?
2. Shall I continue to write more entries for this topic?
Only if the answer to Q1 was 'yes'. Was it?
I would love to say something wise, but in the face of so much suffering that would be rude to even try.
All I can say is we are always here (or in FB messenger) if you need us. I love you my friend.