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    Self Harm

    in Mental health

    Posted

    Safe to say its been a very long time since Iast self harmed, I have no scars... Well no healing ones, got plenty of healed ones. But anyways, been in isolation for the last week and I've been pushed to a point were I left my job and all these are stress points, yet nothing, not a damn thing and I am so happy!!!!!! 

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    Self Harm

    in Mental health

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    Damn that last post was so insignificant and it paved a way for so much more and much worse.

    I now have so pretty hefty scars or at least they are to me.

    Anyways, I stopped again, yay, started a whole new thing with butterflies and such (if u follow me in Instagram you will have seen :) ) it helps a lot.

    But then two days ago I scratched myself...doesn't sound like much right? Well I think most scratches fade after a few hours, these took two days to fade. I have never done that before, it hurt more funnily enough, stung through put the day and it was a lot more noticeable than a simple cut. 

    The trigger behind it was complicated. A rush of emotion, hate, guilt, self doubt, anger, confusion basically all the negatives over something that was not my doing but was made out to be. 

    "I am not responsible for other ppls reactions."

    This is something I struggle with, something I find hard to believe. But I know it's true and I try hard to build on it and remember it as much as possible when I feel like I have cause others to act the way they do.

    Well I'm rambling but yeah. Back to day one, well now on day three of being free, let's see how long this one lasts.

    Fanfiction?

    in General discussion

    Posted

    I read nothing but fanfics, I also write a hell of a lot. I'm into Sherlock fics as well as SG1 and also Dr Who. 

    My account on faniction.net is mostly Dr Who fics I have written and my AO3 account is all Sherlock, think I have over 30 fics written, some still WIP's (works in progress) but most are finished. Feel free to have a look, there is a link on my Twitter page @aliealouise 

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    Update

    in Mental health

    Posted

    Well hello there ppl! 

    So I have been rather absent in my posting. I lurk when I can but it has just been way to hard to write pretty much anything!

    That being said I am Well, I have been attending online therapy which has been amazing in that it has helped me face a lot head on rather hiding it all and letting things fester. I have been a more forward person in that I won' keep quiet any more, I will say if anything that has been said to me is upsetting or if made to feel like I mean nothing. Basically I'm not taking shot from anyone, including myself.

    I am roughly 4 months self harm free, with only one relapse (I don't even rememb what is was about.) So scars have healed and though I still have the urge and want to cut I don't.

    My mental health has now gotten to the point were I can manage it, he'l I even act more like a normal human, but that is not to say that I don't have a relapse every now and then. 

    I am I'll, I thinllk I shall always suffer with this demon but I shall not let it win, no matter how much it tries to take over everything.

    So yeah, hi, I'm brckish, I am Well and I have missed my family x x

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    OC thread

    in The Fantastic Realm

    Posted · Edited by Aliea

    Regarding Palace. I have no idea yet what is happening I'm just making it up as I go. However this morning while writing with @Moonhawkall I kept thinking was that Social Media was coming to get us! I was laughing at myself as thinking this, but it is kinda true. Social media put an end to boards like this, yet here we all are back to what we really enjoy and connecting to people in a way Social media doesn't allow. 

    Anyways thought it was a cool thought so just wanted to share :)

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