fox Posted July 24, 2021 Share Posted July 24, 2021 I don't want to playact it. No "*" or "/" actions. (You can. That's not a judgement. It's just not something I can do. Right now, maybe anymore, I'm not sure.) I've been thinking about a curious little fox curled up into a cinnamon roll ball in the corner of a field, near its forest border. The season is whatever you want it to be and the sounds are whatever you hear when you traverse a forested field. Foxy is dozing, though, and in their subconscious is the foggy thought (memory) of an onyx obelisk. It makes me smile a bit. Tomorrow is his anniversary. Like two years ago (below), I'm not sure where to write this. I'm sad because I haven't been able to talk with him in more than nine years (nine fucking years), but I'm happy that I still get to talk to (at) him. I've thought about him a lot this year. I've missed him a lot this year. I've loved him a lot for more than a decade. I do, Sugar. I miss you so damn much. A lot of the time. You will never not be at the front of the line, promises promises. Thank you for that, by the way. I never said thank you for that. I don't think I knew how much it meant to me then. I don't know that I still do, fully, now. I know that I'm crying now, so I should wrap this up before words get more blurry. I just love you, ogre. So fucking much. (Look at that fucking face - below. How beautiful was he, holy moly. We were so lucky to have known him. I am so lucky to have known him.) On 7/25/2019 at 10:08 PM, fox said: I don't know where to write this. It makes me sad - I actually surprised myself with a pretty great session of tears, I thought I was done there - but I can't be sad for the experience of him. Today (for me) is ogre's anniversary of passing and I miss him. He will always be a love of my life. He will always be at the front of the line. And I will always regret not hugging him. (Look at him. He is so, so beautiful.) So I'm really, really sad. But I got to know him. I got to chat with him. He was one of my people. He was genuine and kind and fierce, and I am really, really happy that I knew him. I miss you, honey. Always, and so very much. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hirondelle Posted July 25, 2021 Share Posted July 25, 2021 For sure the fox gets hummingbird visits every day. Love you Ogre. Love you @fox. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Cuddles the little fox . Posted July 31, 2021 Share Posted July 31, 2021 Hugs to you little fox. Ogre was beyond words..Has it really been that long?? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fox Posted November 24, 2021 Author Share Posted November 24, 2021 On 7/25/2021 at 1:01 AM, hirondelle said: For sure the fox gets hummingbird visits every day. Love you Ogre. Love you @fox. Foxy has a hummingbird tattooed on her person now. There are a few reasons, but he's my favourite. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moonhawk Posted November 24, 2021 Share Posted November 24, 2021 Unique human to say the least. Hugs foxy 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hirondelle Posted November 25, 2021 Share Posted November 25, 2021 On 11/24/2021 at 10:30 AM, fox said: Foxy has a hummingbird tattooed on her person now. There are a few reasons, but he's my favourite. I would like to see a pic! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Timberwolf Posted April 5, 2022 Share Posted April 5, 2022 On 11/25/2021 at 11:23 PM, hirondelle said: I would like to see a pic! I'm with @hirondelle on this one. I would love to see a pic also @fox. Please.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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