hirondelle Posted December 28, 2017 Posted December 28, 2017 5 hours ago, fox said: You. Just love. So very much love. And cuddles. And tea/coffee. And quiet, peaceful, screamifyouneedit love. Thanks Kim - even if it doesn't conquer all I will take it. Crazy stupid love. Quote
Forest Mage Posted December 29, 2017 Posted December 29, 2017 On 12/22/2017 at 1:21 AM, hirondelle said: So sorry @Forest Mage *hugs tight* On 12/22/2017 at 1:48 AM, Timberwolf said: hugs @Forest Mage You're in our thoughts. 23 hours ago, fox said: So sorry, FM. <3 Lots of love. I hope you and your loved ones are finding peace and love and whatever you need at this time. Thank you all. *hugs* It's been kind of hard, but we are all doing the best we can. We did talk about good memories for Christmas, which helped us get through the day. <3 Quote
Moonhawk Posted February 2, 2018 Posted February 2, 2018 That so many people have abandoned this place again 1 Quote
hirondelle Posted February 19, 2018 Posted February 19, 2018 On 02/02/2018 at 9:22 AM, Moonhawk said: That so many people have abandoned this place again yeah that makes me sad too... Dom is really too busy to be here right now, but it really does seem like the place needs his presence to survive 1 Quote
Forest Mage Posted February 21, 2018 Posted February 21, 2018 News on my uncle by marriage on my moms side of the family. Has cancer, and they said the tumor that he has is non-operative. I'm guessing they will wait and see if it gets smaller with treatment. Because right now it's pressing against his spine and esophagus. Still don't know what level of cancer it is. 2 Quote
Timberwolf Posted February 27, 2018 Posted February 27, 2018 Our thoughts are with you @Forest Mage. Quote
Forest Mage Posted February 27, 2018 Posted February 27, 2018 19 hours ago, Timberwolf said: Our thoughts are with you @Forest Mage. Thank you Dom. *hugs* 1 Quote
Uther Posted March 30, 2018 Posted March 30, 2018 A Paul de Munnik show, where he also played some older songs, including a specific song that still holds great meaning to me and always hits me in the feels Needless to say I didn't keep it dry 1 Quote
PyroCJ Posted August 23, 2018 Posted August 23, 2018 Telling the Chair and the HR department of the convention I volunteer for that I will not be continuing doing social media things for the con. I cant handle social media emotionally, it seems like every time I turn around there is some sort of online blow up or people being mean to each other. I am also not good at writing all of the posts and often leave it to Chris to figure out the wording (I gather/make the photo, link and choose when it will be going up, and I give him the info he figures out how best to word it for the post). All of this year I was not actually on the staff list as the social media coordinator because I had told them to hire someone else, yet they did not. I worry about just dropping away from the job as I dont know who will pick it up, social media isnt something the convention can just shut down until they find someone for it, but if I continue doing the job, they have no incentive to hire someone else. Oh and I am not dropping out of the con altogether, I have another position that I officially had on the staff list, I was just doing 2 jobs... 3 actually but the 3rd was split up between a few people so it wasnt so bad. Also realizing that my second to last post in here was about bringing our sweet Queenie/Nathalie to a new foster... about a month or 2 after that she died, something burst inside her and they couldnt fix it.. I have many regretsregarding her and I miss her a bunch.. excuse me while i go try to wrangle a kitten to cuddle (torment) to make myself feel better. 1 Quote
hirondelle Posted August 24, 2018 Posted August 24, 2018 9 hours ago, PyroCJ said: Telling the Chair and the HR department of the convention I volunteer for that I will not be continuing doing social media things for the con. I cant handle social media emotionally, it seems like every time I turn around there is some sort of online blow up or people being mean to each other. I am also not good at writing all of the posts and often leave it to Chris to figure out the wording (I gather/make the photo, link and choose when it will be going up, and I give him the info he figures out how best to word it for the post). All of this year I was not actually on the staff list as the social media coordinator because I had told them to hire someone else, yet they did not. I worry about just dropping away from the job as I dont know who will pick it up, social media isnt something the convention can just shut down until they find someone for it, but if I continue doing the job, they have no incentive to hire someone else. Oh and I am not dropping out of the con altogether, I have another position that I officially had on the staff list, I was just doing 2 jobs... 3 actually but the 3rd was split up between a few people so it wasnt so bad. Also realizing that my second to last post in here was about bringing our sweet Queenie/Nathalie to a new foster... about a month or 2 after that she died, something burst inside her and they couldnt fix it.. I have many regretsregarding her and I miss her a bunch.. excuse me while i go try to wrangle a kitten to cuddle (torment) to make myself feel better. *hug* Quote
fox Posted September 12, 2018 Posted September 12, 2018 Just life. I'm just really tired. (Not OF life. Just tired. I'm okay. Mostly good. But still sad. And tired. And just...feeling like I'm on the edge of something and I have no idea what it is, or whether it's good or awful.) Quote
fox Posted October 29, 2018 Posted October 29, 2018 Memories. And healing, because FUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCK. And thinking and feeling like I'm doing it wrong ALL THE DAMN TIME. And feeling like I'm crazy - I feel like I"m crazy most of my (personal life) day. It has to smooth out. One of these days, it has to smooth out.... Quote
icewlf Posted February 25, 2019 Posted February 25, 2019 That I'm taking tomorrow off.....so won't get to see her on one of the 2 days a week she's in the office....=P 1 Quote
fox Posted April 9, 2019 Posted April 9, 2019 Counseling session. Great, but ugh. So many things, y'all. Life can be HEAVY. Quote
Timberwolf Posted July 22, 2019 Posted July 22, 2019 Feeling like I can't help and I really want to help. Quote
Moonhawk Posted July 22, 2019 Posted July 22, 2019 Not being able to find the solution to my broken mind Quote
fox Posted August 13, 2019 Posted August 13, 2019 Dropping the ball and getting into familiar old patterns I'd love to just shred and burn and flip the bird at. Ingrained shit is truly fucking deep. Quote
Redly Posted August 16, 2019 Posted August 16, 2019 Life. Realising all the work I’ve done for over a year on myself was undone in a matter of days. Thinking that I’ve been an idiot and possibly destroyed something that could have been so precious because I was scared of losing it. Fucking idiot. But today, what really upset me was an 11 year old girl going missing from the cafe I work in. She has been found, but it really got to me. I’m not even a parent, but I just stood and cried. I couldn’t bear the idea she might have just walked out and I was none the wiser, and she could be gone and her family torn apart. It broke my heart. Quote
Forest Mage Posted September 6, 2019 Posted September 6, 2019 Got heartbreaking news about my uncle with throat cancer, and it's spread to his lungs and brain. *sighs* They are going to try low dose radiation, but I don't know if it's going to help. Quote
Moonhawk Posted September 9, 2019 Posted September 9, 2019 Spiraling down the rabbit hole of anxiety yet again Quote
Forest Mage Posted October 8, 2019 Posted October 8, 2019 My Uncle who was battle throat cancer passed away today. Quote
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