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On 12/22/2017 at 1:21 AM, hirondelle said:

So sorry @Forest Mage *hugs tight*

 

On 12/22/2017 at 1:48 AM, Timberwolf said:

hugs @Forest Mage

You're in our thoughts. 

 

23 hours ago, fox said:

So sorry, FM. <3 Lots of love. I hope you and your loved ones are finding peace and love and whatever you need at this time.

Thank you all.  *hugs*   It's been kind of hard, but we are all doing the best we can.   We did talk about good memories for Christmas,  which helped us get through the day.  <3

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 News on my uncle by marriage on my moms side of the family.  Has cancer, and they said the tumor that he has is non-operative.  I'm guessing they will wait and see if it gets smaller with treatment.  Because right now it's pressing against his spine and esophagus.   Still don't know what level of cancer it is.  :(

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Telling the Chair and the HR department of the convention I volunteer for that I will not be continuing doing social media things for the con. I cant handle social media emotionally, it seems like every time I turn around there is some sort of online blow up or people being mean to each other. I am also not good at writing all of the posts and often leave it to Chris to figure out the wording (I gather/make the photo, link and choose when it will be going up, and I give him the info he figures out how best to word it for the post). All of this year I was not actually on the staff list as the social media coordinator because I had told them to hire someone else, yet they did not. I worry about just dropping away from the job as I dont know who will pick it up, social media isnt something the convention can just shut down until they find someone for it, but if I continue doing the job, they have no incentive to hire someone else.  Oh and I am not dropping out of the con altogether, I have another position that I officially had on the staff list, I was just doing 2 jobs... 3 actually but the 3rd was split up between a few people so it wasnt so bad.

Also realizing that my second to last post in here was about bringing our sweet Queenie/Nathalie to a new foster... about a month or 2 after that she died, something burst inside her and they couldnt fix it.. I have many regretsregarding her and I miss her a bunch.. excuse me while i go try to wrangle a kitten to  cuddle (torment) to make myself feel better.

 

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9 hours ago, PyroCJ said:

Telling the Chair and the HR department of the convention I volunteer for that I will not be continuing doing social media things for the con. I cant handle social media emotionally, it seems like every time I turn around there is some sort of online blow up or people being mean to each other. I am also not good at writing all of the posts and often leave it to Chris to figure out the wording (I gather/make the photo, link and choose when it will be going up, and I give him the info he figures out how best to word it for the post). All of this year I was not actually on the staff list as the social media coordinator because I had told them to hire someone else, yet they did not. I worry about just dropping away from the job as I dont know who will pick it up, social media isnt something the convention can just shut down until they find someone for it, but if I continue doing the job, they have no incentive to hire someone else.  Oh and I am not dropping out of the con altogether, I have another position that I officially had on the staff list, I was just doing 2 jobs... 3 actually but the 3rd was split up between a few people so it wasnt so bad.

Also realizing that my second to last post in here was about bringing our sweet Queenie/Nathalie to a new foster... about a month or 2 after that she died, something burst inside her and they couldnt fix it.. I have many regretsregarding her and I miss her a bunch.. excuse me while i go try to wrangle a kitten to  cuddle (torment) to make myself feel better.

 

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Memories. And healing, because FUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHCK. And thinking and feeling like I'm doing it wrong ALL THE DAMN TIME. And feeling like I'm crazy - I feel like I"m crazy most of my (personal life) day. 

It has to smooth out. One of these days, it has to smooth out....

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Life. Realising all the work I’ve done for over a year on myself was undone in a matter of days. Thinking that I’ve been an idiot and possibly destroyed something that could have been so precious because I was scared of losing it. Fucking idiot. 

But today, what really upset me was an 11 year old girl going missing from the cafe I work in. She has been found, but it really got to me. I’m not even a parent, but I just stood and cried. I couldn’t bear the idea she might have just walked out and I was none the wiser, and she could be gone and her family torn apart. It broke my heart. 

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