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Degenerative disk disease love...my lower back in L 3,4, and 5 are so messed up I can barely walk and when I do the pain is horrible. I just want to die. I would never wish it on anyone. I cry from the pain alone sometimes. It affects every aspect of ones live. from sleep to sitting to standing to being able to enjoy things you onece did. I can barely do gardening from it. I take 800mg Iburofen all day long, I have just started a nerve med called Gamipenton and WISH I could get the legalized Pot in the states but Nope I guess I will always have to get it from people I know and smoking Pot helps sometimes.

Depression is so misunderstood. I have had it most of my life..I am on meds which help but I still have episodes where I just cry..usually on the way to or from work now..I just break down and cry. I can't and do'n't want to deal with life. So we are not alone or no support..we have each other. I have been able to use illicit drugs n things in the past but its a life long thing I think. I think that is why I have the hard time with feeling like I belong and am important to at least someone. Depression is one of the more hardest things I would wish on any one...the years and months spent on tears and fears is to much. My episodes are usually when I go to work or have had a wicked bad day. I will never be "normal" to most.

I am so confused at this point in my life with all this Gender stuff.. I think that the only genders are Male or female..how do these other ones relate?? I just for the life of me cannot understand most. Your either a male or female.. that is the way nature is. I would love to hear others on the subject. Its late for me and would post a bit more but PLEASE enlighten me. I just don't get it anymore. Non-gender, transgender- uhm... I just don't understand.

Stinky farts never go away...lol.

Do raisins work?? I am at the point I just know I am sitting to much and not enough exercise. But I have DDD and the pain is so bad walking I just want to die from it. I have also been told now I have arthritis in my back with DDD...this just sucks so bad. I don't eat much to tell the truth. I get less then 2000 calories a day but I guess it also has to do with the Menopause we go through. IT JUST SUCKS... I wish MEN could go through these things.

Boondock Saints..LOVED SO can't wait to the New Wonder Women...I always love the old show..That and Bionic Women. The hell with the 6million dollar man...

STOP telling my secrets Timber..

You lovely Goddess never..me..YES..lol.

HEY>> I am so a weirdo....you just can't tell people....hhhahahahahaaa

Don't come up north I tell ya it feels like the deep south.

Your such a tease...but I love you anyway..I think it has to do with that horrible women thing Menopause.

Name your top 10 movies of all time...If your going to use a series like Star Wars..just use it once, 1) of course Star Wars 2) the Hobbit 3) Lord of the rings 4) Dune 5)Star Trek 6) Harry Potter 7)The book of Eli 8) Hitchhikers guide to the Galaxy 9) Castaway or most other Tom Hanks. 10) I"ll leave this one open...lol. After #8 I really had to think.

@ Hiro..NO the best Metallica is Kill em all or Ride the LIghting..but hey I am a HARDCORE Metallica girl. used to pass them cassettes out to people. NO way I can pick just three. I enjoy so many different genres of music. From classical to Metal to New wave to blues/jazz..

Weelll the idea is Handwritten Rap...I can read any hand writing..lol. I literaly still have a box full of handwritten pen pal letters from when I was youner. Letters are such a lost thing..email is not the same

I guess Rapture, I only watche a couple episodes and was just not impressed. I may have to rewatch it now.

Pulls out paper and pen...give up the address then I can add it to my list..lol.

Those are some of the best movies and yes I think its 4 that has the Whales.

??What was appeling in DS9.. I just couldn't get into it. OO Now Phoenix, there was a great show Battlestar Galactica...LOVE the old series...watched it faithfully!

I watched this entire 1st season and LOVED IT!!! Hope they bring it back cause it just left one hanging on and I hate that

O I grant you that hon, but he is still a snake, That was actually pretty sad when Ragnar found out. YES~:)

I don't want to have to do that. I understand it can be controlled and things. what is A1c Dulcet?? I guess from what my DR has told me i need to get more active..STOP drinking my Capt. Morgan..NOT gonna happen..lol. and eat more fruits and veggies and things. I drink mainly on weekends if I can or special occasions so I dont understand all this yet. When I was still living in Buffalo...coughs...eons ago..and was young..I babysat two boys...great kids...but the oldest ended up with diabetes and he would stick himself..made me cringe.

That's you seeing things..he is not happy its a figment of your imagination.

That forum isn't coming any time in the future love...ahahhahaa.. Dom's teasing you.

OMG BIGGS!!!! Shakes head....that is....just..wrong....lol. I have one but I don't know how to share it from FB.

Thank you to my daughter for bringing my newest little grandson who is just over 1 to my office today. It made my day to see my little one.