Kethlia

Start strong, keep stepping forward enjoying the everyday accomplishments, take a breather, greet the morning sun, thank the gentle moon and lastly take the next step forward after each breather.

@Moonhawkhelped me to realize that posting about something that will be with you for life to help myself work through it,  is worth the time and dedicated effort when we can write it down. 

Spiraling inward into negativity isn't the answer. 

@Timberwolfand @hirondelleand my NL Family.  I do love you,  each of you have a unique being that has been both welcoming and accepting.   

Posting this blog has helped.   I may need to add additional posts as I go should the grief cycle the memories and refresh the pain.  However, I've gained a sense of closure that I have come to find only happens when you keep sharing your pain in written form,  verbal recitation or otherwise until the pain the subsides. 

@TimberwolfThanks for this,  "

Always Remember:  There is no failure, there is just a new starting point."

*Listens*

Tickle tickle.

@Timberwolf Awesome beginning,  it's definitely a different writing style for you than what I am use to seeing in our home outside of the underworld.  By the second moment of killing I was use to David's pattern then you hit me with the third twist and I had to reread it several times until I realized it was really happening as you continued to write.

Now I am left wondering about what could possibly happen next.

Thank you for posting this wolf daddy.

You did indeed accomplish everything you said you would so far. Don't let us keep you from shining even more from your own creative brilliance. 😎

Who me? Never!

We have many inspirational writer's here who can tickle dem bones.

Thank @Timberwolf if my NL lovlies have a mood, theme or request I should be able to write something poetic about it here.

That was helpful actually, I get a bit of stage fright when I have to speak publicly and forget what I memorized for my presentation. Even if I have everything before I still a blank page in those moments. I will try using your tip the next time around.😀

I have been smart and reduced how pairs of pants that use I need one extra work shirt and that's about all I wear for a week. So that was a plus.

Good luck would power pointing everything help keep your presentations manageable or do you have to do pen and paper?

I get the opposite at the moment so I understand the way you feel but in reverse.

I can't wait to hear how this travel goes for you and your mother. Yea!

Keep us posted on your linguistic journey. May the music of the world guide you through the tough times as well.

Write, depict, rant or any thing at all as much as you want. We'll read it.

I will stay for as long as I am.  I will not make a promise to my loved ones because I never want to break a promise to them. And you are loved! Yes you reading this now.

@hirondelle For the record My Lady, I started calling you Goddess based on Wolf Daddy's pure and devoted adoration for you His Goddess.  It was formal at first because we were just getting to know you and now it is one that rolls of the tongue.  

I love the rambling because I do the same thing when ever I speak. It doesn't matter to whom I am speaking but with my written words for the most part I do better so ramble away we'll be here.

As an aside I do not mind whatever length your audio blog reaches as a listener.  We have the beauty of pause, remember where we're at and come back to it,  after all. 😎

That being said I will confess that your voice held my attention as my mind recalled every image that I saw of you in our past together. Lovely. 🌹

I hope to listen to you again whenever you grace us with another post Goddess. 😘

Share away. We will listen.

Dulcet is Beautiful in the Confidence that he shows and he progress he has made thus far. Way to go my friend.

:cuggle: Thanks for sharing and I am hoping and praying for your return to a normal pain free or as painless as possible life soon.

I look forward to this journey that you take. You have made it this far because of your choice to fight against it. I tip my hat to you.