So this year has officially been one of the worst.
I have been suffering with anxiety and Depression since just before Christmas and it all came to a head in June when I basically had a mental break and I ran away.
I didn't run for long and ended back where I belong. I have been off work for over three months and I went back for the first day yesterday.
It went well I guess but my god did I feel like a failure and that in turn has led me to feeling like crap even though I shouldn't be feeling that way.
Anyways I will probably use this as a bit of a rant station as and when I need to, to apologise in advance x