Kethlia

A swirl of existence transcends time as a rift appears and from it's depths a form comes through. A being neither light nor dark but something in between. The form is clothed in a black lace dress with two thin silver chains encircling it's waist. The ends of which hang alongside the length of it's left thigh. The form steps toward the light of the castle. Once castle's light touch the form it shows a feminine figure before it. The female form looks around at it's surroundings at a loss. Then the form's semi light and not light disappears. What once was in her is lost. The female buckles to ground pale and weakened but when the light hits her form there is no mistake that it is now a mortal woman.

I don't know what it's like to cut because I never found the courage to do so. But, I did use a rubber band to cause welts in my arms until my brother caught me harming myself and made me stop by constantly being around and never letting a single rubber band come near me. But, it wasn't to silence words or mind blank that I hurt myself but rather to feel. There is a void that feels nothing and doesn't care. And every once in awhile it also stops my body's natures response to breathe. And I used the rubber bands to feel again. To feel something in the midst of nothing. so I hope that this place will be the sanctuary that you can run too instead of to the feeling that cutting gives you. hugs you gently and adds a nip for fun.

Hugs all* Because even for my brother I can only listen, hug him and spend time with him when he needs it especially if his bipolar kicks in with his manic depression. A pet helped and his kids help too.

I don't have an actual prognosis but I have noticed psychological baggage when it came to intimacy in my relationship. I couldn't stand the thought of another's touch much less my own unless my mind is gone. I've learned to accept that it's not evil nor took for anger to use. But, it's baggage from the aftermath a two divorces that shatter my world as a child. Sex was used in anger and that too lead to a psychological mind blank or tear filled fear when I do encounter anger in any form. It's a mental battle to stay calm and not lose my composure or break into body shaking tears when anger fills a room. Thankfully those were only around family members who when they saw what was happening backed off from their fights with each other. In these past two years I have taken small steps to keep myself braced and steady when raised voices and passionate oppinions are stated. Enough so that's I can still talk through the situation with my wits about me. Life and time have revealed these things without a doctor. And I have had my fill of psychologists as a kid of divorced parents. They were good for mind games and learning how to derail topics.

Hugs both of you tightly.

@Aliea welcome back my lady, may we have fun once more in these hallowed walls. *I swear I posted in here but it's like some of my posts have gone missing or perhaps I was just reading*

Enters into the realm of the Goddess and removes that which are unnecessary from my being before lowering myself before @hirondelle "The darkness is filled once more with your warm embrace, dearest Goddess. Thank you for bringing our home back out of the limbo. It is we who have been given another chance as we come before you and Wolf." Sits back on my feet in a kneeling position and keeps my gaze lowered. Yet, a tremor runs through my being in sweet anticipation of what shall come as a gathering of our loved ones come home.

By the by though not hentai there is a completed manga series called Midnight Secretary that makes my blood run hot. If you want to check it out.

Welcome back Moonhawk may the forest be kind to your moon kissed wings.

Welcome back Phoenix and thanks for the welcome in return ^.^

Holds up a copy of the Black Bible collector's addition welcome back lover of things with hentai. May your tasty pics once more grace a page or two in the future.

Welcome back Ren! May we have fun once more in our special home online.

Welcome back may posting and being here help with real life and online life too.

Welcome home beautiful one! I look forward to reading of your travels and posts.

Welcome back my rp and posting companion! May we wreck havoc and word trickery together. Much :huggles:

Lol, welcome back icewlf may the fun and evils be had whenever you come through.

Welcome back to your home and our play ground those adulting Not sure if I like the fact that it's a phrase but it works here.

Will do and my post is done on FB. I hope it pleases you my beautiful Goddess and Mischievous Wolf 🐿

@hirondelle yes, but I am not sure if he has time between kids and his wife having the opposite work shift to his. When I post on FB we'll see what happens. ^.^

I hadn't thought of using fb to announce my home being back up. It would hit their notification menu and those who belong may come back or new ones may enter.

Or request it gift cards for a game store as your sole gift and get one that way

May the winds be ever at your back and the pathways clear to guide to breath taking views and awe inspiring foods, people, culture and music. May the moon guard you as you sleep in lands near or far away. Likewise may the Sun watch over you as you explore this world that we all call home. Blessed Be My Friend.

Freezes to the floor. "Too cold, A little too cold" Mentally sees self in awkward all fours pose with a cheeky grin stuck in place.

I have actually tried making curry from scratch and tasting out the more unique flavor profiles like adding chocolate or coffee and it really gave a depth of flavor to the curry without marring the curry flavor. I have yet to try a green Thai curry but I will make sure to do so in the future.