Aliea

Well that is just rude also cold! *Teeth starts chattering as she climbs free and walks to the fire place.* So cold!

Thanks @Moonhawkand @Dulcet it is greatly appreciate x

This party is simply a snowball fight! *Has a huge snow drift appear behind @Lightningfalland then tackles him into it before stuffing handfuls down his top* Ha!

I know sweetie. Love u too and I keep telling myself today is nearly over and tomorrow is a new day. It won't last forever x x

I'm trying to keep myself busy until I have to go to work but it doesn't always work. It's fine, it's all fine I just need to scream and the NL is a place i feel safe. I'm fine hun.

Argggghhhhhh giving in so bad today! I can't stop and the calmness is not lasting long, I don't know what is going on!!!!!

Snap chart fun is always fun

So out of pure curiosity how many here are from PI? I was originally Marie on there, she had a huge fascination with Spiders

I have just finished at CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy) course which teaches you how to deal with things and it helps on my okayish days but never on my worse days other wise I'm tackling one thought after another all day long and that just becomes exhausting. Being tired never helps and I missed two days of meds which also never helps so i think today will be a right off simply because I'm just too tired to deal with it. I've been refares to another course that goes deeper into depression, that will apparently give even more techniques on how to deal with things, just not sure when that starts. It has been a long hole filled road but I'm sure we will both get there x

Lol true but i want to write as in i have so many story ideas that i want to write but when it comes to writing a novel it is a bit different to RPing x

Hey!!!!! *starts pelting @Timberwolfwith snowballs* you are so mean!

I'm considering going to Uni next year to do creative writing. Writing is a huge part of me and if I don't do something with it I will go mad!

So when this hits all I want to do is to curl up in bed and hide away from the world. But I have wife who heads to work early and a 4yr old that needs breakfast and a bath and taken to school, then I have a few hours alone were it will tear me apart peice by peice and I will try my hardest not to give in. Then I have two hours at work which I will try to place a smile on my face and get through which will cause so much mental exhaustion that by the time i get home i will not be a fully functional human, but I will have a 4yr old that will be excited to see me and I will be happy to see him too but I will also be so annoyed at his over excitement that I will probably snap at him as I have done already this morning. Today is a bad day, tomorrow will be a new day.

Oh I can relate so well. It is like every aspect of you wants your attention and when you give into one the other starts screaming at you. It's like have hundreds of people shouting your name at the same time. All you want to do in the end is to curl up in a ball and just scream and scream till they just leave you alone. At least that is how I feel when anxiety hits. Today it is a full on huge dose of depression

Okay sounds good to me

I was waiting for the Goddess to bring back the underworld but there has been an unexpected twist. If you read Palace you will see what I mean @Renx x

Well if you ship Johnlock then I'm sure you will x x

I have been busy doing this http://archiveofourown.org/users/Aliea I am a avid fan fiction reader and I am also a writer. I write a lot of BBC Sherlock fan fiction so feel free to have a look.

Okay so I'm going to show you a few of the ones I did before I taught myself how to do it the way I do. Okay would seem I only have one pic will post the others tomorrow. But this one was the first i did and i was so happy with it but now I see how far I've come and it makes me feel proud when I look at it because i know I can do better but with out it I wouldn't have even started to learn.

Here we talk about characters and plots. So that being said were do we all stand with our characters? I am keep my Aliea and Liea as separate people as that is a big part of their history. However I need to know one thing. @Lightningfall how does Liea stand with Shadow? Asking because when we last played she was pregnant with his child. So was wondering if they were to move forward as before or rewrite history. X

"What?" Liea asks as she simply takes Hiro to a room with a single thought and lowers her gently into a black velvet chair. Kneeling on the floor she looks up at the woman who had been her sister in law at one point, her inspiration to be as bad as she could as well as being true to who she really was. "What happened?" [Night hun x]

Frowning Liea places a hand against Hiro's cheek before pushing her fingers into the Goddesses hair. "Of course we do. I have my own personal wing, it will be more to your liking I think. As for your home, what has happened to the Underworld?" Keeps an arm around Hiro as she leads her deeper into the palace grounds, heading to her wing.

As they walk Liea stops letting go.of her sisters hand. "Liea?" Aliea asks with a frown. "Hiro." Liea beams. "Ah. Go, she is on your side after all." Liea winks then disappears only to appear behind Hiro, wrapping her arms around the woman's waist she places a gentle kiss to the Goddesses neck. "Hello my beauty."